Well, before I start hitting my keys at a velocity of something that cant be measured...let me take a pause and request my intelligence to measure the Time Period of my above mentioned dangling and swinging dreams.
I learnt a philosophy while my struggling days...always hope for the hopeless case...if you know that even the worst that can happen to you cant damage your any of the instances.....life is always a win-win game....
Sometimes I wonder whether I am true in my saying or I am probably consoling thousands of hunger striken souls of this Mother Earth......whatever, the truth will retain its stand no matter whether my words be treated as consoling or factual.
Getting back to the days of dreaming....to the days when the plans were made to conquer the whole world....those magical days..the uniqueness of those days lies in the fact that the Universe is supposed to be constituted of something called as "ether" and those marvelous days were filled up with that of elixir.
Winning over one game after the other...making myself popular among my known fellows....and always striving bit harder than before to take over the stand of Numero-Uno....Money happened to be my first priority and accompanied by Power, Prestige that was guaranteed by the Performance. This was the life of a student and the future of this world was living deep inside the mind which constantly and continuously was hitting the inner layers to usher out.
Passengers please pay attention, 8104 Jalianwala Bagh Express, from Amritsar to Tata Nagar has arrived on Platform No.1......Umm....hmmmm...Ohhh....I have reached Tata....
Sincere thanks to Railway Deptt. which made the timely announcement to wake me up in a lazy spring night at 11:30. Rushed to a coffee bar, to provide some activity to the deactivated nerves & after gulping one after the other two cups of coffee....I decided not to set for the college as it was already 12:20 and ride might not be safe. Desperately waiting for the Morning Sun to shower the brilliance....as I was not supposed to take even a drop of water before I taking bath, it was the first day of Navratri...the Holy Days of Maa Durga.....
The Morning at the station was welcomed by Vande Matram...at sharp 5:00.... and I was all set with my luggage on the shoulders to catch the auto rickshaw for the RIT as it is addressed locally and it happens to be its former name also......
Bhaiya kuchh khane ko do na......bahut bhookh lagi hai.....A small girl of not more than 6 , half naked carrying a big scar on her bald head....with a thick layer of dust and mud safeguarding it was looking at me....
She was empty belly for the past two days...still she was surviving in the hope that she might get something out of some caring elements of Humanity....When I was struggling and longing to reach the hostel to fill my tank...to mark the great auspicious day of the year.to please the deity.....on the other side a lil girl was fighting with the days and nights to pull her life partially from a virtual hell......
O'Lord....This is the reality of this world One who what they do will get what they deserve not even a single penny extra...all rules and formaulae are well in place and no one can disturb the legacy of Karma....
So why everyone is striving harder and harder to achieve the unuseful stuff....Money...?????
Why we dont care for the things with which we need to be extra careful....what is that? That can give satisfaction in life....Love those who are deprived of it.....Care for those who are unknowingly very careless....
Do for them who want to do but cant due to the restrictions posed on them by Fate.....
Earn but never be overruled by Money...this is the ultimate source of sorrow....sufferings.....and never to forget the self guilt....
Throughout the times I spent in the UP or the DOWN Hostels of NIT as we popularly addressed them...I found myself as different from Ambarish K. Sharma as I popularly called myself.
I am not as happy as I think now....this is philosophy the bottom line is I am unhappy.......??? But why???
I am not a loser...and who is that bloody fellow??? Somewhere in my heart, something is dragging me away from liberty....I want that but from where??? I dont know that.....probably someday I will achieve that but again the question WHAT???
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NICE THOUGHTS.........MIGHT BE THAT "WHAT" IS SATISFACTION......
BUT PROBABLY THATS LIFE....IF U WILL GET THE ANSWER TO YOUR WHAT THEN THAT WILL BE THE LIFE'S END....
SO ITS BETTER TO GO ON WITH THIS "WHAT" IN OUR LIFE AND KEEP ON ACHIEVING VARIOUS HEIGHTS.....
BY GOING FROM ONE "WHAT" TO NEXT "WHAT"..........
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